Pastor Yong-Doo Kim
Other Series Of Baptize by Blazing Fire Books from Pastor Yong Doo Kim: 1st Book, 3rd Book, 4th Book And 5th Book. PDFThe Lord spoke clearly. “At the present time, churches’ spiritual activities are in conflict with what I intended for them. The pastoral leaders and church members worship me in formality and know me merely as a written theory. With a burning desire, come and meet me.”
Lee, Yoo-Kyung: * Arguments cause your house in Heaven to collapse
==== DAY 17 ====
I urged the congregation to call upon Jesus to help us identify the demons. We prayed for a long while and those with the gift of spiritual sight began to share what they saw. (Ephesians 1:18-19) The swarm of demons inside me came to the Lord’s Church with a specific order from the head demon of the Hell. Their invisibility and ability to transform into diverse forms made it difficult to see them without intense prayer. Jesus said, “My precious lambs, because of your earnest prayers and cries for your pastor, I will allow you to see the demons.”
There were approximately 30 demons and they had been waiting for a long time for the opportunity to attack. When the neighboring pastor and his wife visited, the demons saw an opportunity and stuck in behind them. The king demon of Hell had given a direct order, shouting, “When you enter the Lord’s Church, you have to be significantly more careful than at other churches. There are many members who have the gift of spiritual sight and many of my inferior followers have been chased away, because their true identities have been exposed. Now you have to wait for the right time to attack Pastor Kim. That fool is the source of these problems. If we can knock him down, everything else will be resolved easily. Go and make this happen.”
Our neighboring church pastor’s wife doesn’t have the kind of faith that will draw demons to her, nor does she follow demons around. From what I know, she is a prayer warrior who prays diligently. The demons tried very hard to hide their identities and looked for a vehicle to use. When they knew the pastor’s wife wanted to visit, they followed her in and utilized the human’s persistent need for compassion as a lure.
“Jesus, show us the demon’s identity. Jesus, please reveal them to us,” we all prayed. Then, someone shouted, “Wow! I see them. I can see!” There were about 15 demons that looked like round lentil pancakes. They had many eyes and they rolled around my body. The rest were demons of various shapes and sizes. There was an enormous centipede, a caterpillar, a dark shadowy demon, a female demon, and a lion. I frantically asked the congregation to encircle me and to pray earnestly in tongues, touching the painful areas of my body. They began to touch my body and started to pray.
Someone shouted, “Pastor, the demons are changing! They aren’t scattering, but uniting!” I responded, “Is that true? Pray with power and authority and cast them away!” The congregation shouted in one voice, “In the name of Jesus, get out of our pastor’s body! Go back to Hell!” Joo-Eun shouted, “These evil demons are sitting inside you with their arms locked together. Oh, no! What do we do?” I shouted loudly, “Continue to pray. If you stop we will be in big trouble.” They all prayed desperately. (Ephesians 6:10-11) “Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armor of God that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.”
Sister Baek screamed, “Pastor, the demon transformed again.” I asked, “What is it now?” She responded, “It’s awful! This time it changed into a black centipede. It’s biting your neck with its two sharp fangs and with a thorn it stabbed the inside of your body. What do we do? The centipede is stuck on your back!” Immediately, I felt an unbearable pain and jumped up, causing me more agony. Then, I collapsed forward.
I cried out again, “Lord, please help me!” No matter how loudly I called, He didn’t come. I urged the congregation, “Hurry and call on Jesus!” They called out together, “Lord, where are you? Please hurry and help our pastor!” After they pleaded, Jesus appeared before us.
I was angry, because I felt Jesus took too long. I thought, “Where has Jesus been that it took Him so long?” Jesus answered me, “I will help you. Don’t worry.” With their spiritual sight, the congregation saw Jesus entering my body and said He was chasing the demons out. The demons reunited and transformed into something like rubber bands.
Jesus pulled them out. When He pulled them off one side, they would be stuck to the opposite side and stretched out without coming off. It required a lot of time to pull all the sticky demons off. I believe Jesus was purposely taking His time in order to train our faith. (James 4:7) “Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.”
In the Bible, when Jesus spoke, the demons trembled with fear and surrendered to Him. There must have been a reason Jesus was taking His time. Jesus wanted to test the resilience of our congregation and for us to experience a united effort to drive out demons. The prayer rally began at midnight and continued until 7 am the next morning. My body was still in agonizing pain and the congregation continued their prayers.
As the congregation surrounded me in prayer, my stomach growled, filled with gas. My body ached and my stomach was in so much pain I couldn’t stand it any longer. There was a very unpleasant odor from me that bothered the congregation. I was very ashamed; it seemed like something rotting inside me was coming out.
Someone said, “Please control yourself.” With that, everyone burst into laughter. I said, “It’s not the time to laugh. Continue praying to God.” They respectfully returned to prayer. “Joo-Eun, is the Lord still taking the demons off of me?” I asked. “Hurry and see.” Immediately, three members reported that Jesus was grabbing the demons one by one and tying them up. The two remaining demons weren’t giving up easily. Jesus finally captured and bound all the demons that had tormented me. He promised to throw them into the fiery pit.
Later Jesus said, “Wow! The ‘little lambs’ of the Lord’s Church are something to be reckoned with! Your cries and prayers for Pastor Kim, and when you worried, prayed, and stayed by him while he wrestled with demons really moved me. Continue just a little while longer. I’ll open up the spiritual gift of sight to Pastor Kim and he’ll be able to see in detail both Heaven and Hell. He’ll then record these sights in a book and share them with the world. Many lost souls will read this book, be saved, and return to me.”
The faces of the demons were very diverse. I saw a dragon’s head, large snakes, and various animal spirits, all ready to attack us. They gathered together with other demonic forces and soon their strength grew immensely, but Gabriel and Michael didn’t feel threatened at all. Instead, they looked calm. When they raised their hands, the demons quickly vanished. (Revelation 12:7-9)
After the demons disappeared, we arrived in Heaven and, standing at a distance, Jesus greeted me. He shouted, “I love you, my dear Baek Bong-Nyo. I love you.” Jesus and I rode on the clouds, traveling all over Heaven. There are many mountains in Heaven, all golden. When I saw the skies in Heaven, the thought of returning home disappeared from my mind.
Lee, Haak-Sung: * Jesus cries with Pastor Kim
==== DAY 18 ==== (1 Peter 5:6-10)
Later on, while I was praying in tongues, two demons from before returned. One was a muscular demon and the other had multiple faces on it. It was holding a peacock feather and, as before, it used the soft end of the feather to tickle my nostrils. I remembered the sermon the pastor gave in the evening service. (James 4:7) I reached out my physical hand to simulate taking the feather from the demon. I thought, “Oh, how can this be? That feather is now in my hand!” It was miraculous.
I started poking the demon continuously with the sharp pointy tip of the feather. The demon yelled, “Ouch!” I quickly attacked it all over, stabbing it mercilessly. It jumped up and down shouting, “Ouch! Save me!” A green fluid oozed out of the wounds. It must be its blood. When the other demon saw this, it was so shocked it ran away filled with fear.
Pastor Kim kept praying, enduring his painful wounds the demons left on his body. Jesus approached him and continuously touched the wounds with His hands. Jesus came to me and said, “Haak-Sung, don’t let your arms fall down even though it’s hard. The prayer with hands lifted up high has much more power.”
As I continued to pray, a demon in the form of a pretty lady came. This devil was so graceful and beautiful that I couldn’t imagine it was an evil demon. (2 Corinthians 11:14-15) Even the way she spoke was refined. She said, “Please don’t pray. Why are you praying?” I ignored her and she got mad. “Hey, why are you praying? When you pray, do you see something special?” she said and then she shouted, “Stop praying!” I yelled, “In the name of Jesus, flee from me,” and immediately she began to rip in half from the top of her head down to her crotch. I shrugged with disgust, saying, “Eew, so nasty!” As her body divided in half, it revealed a heinous demon inside. I still can’t get over the fact that its perfect outer appearance was so different from its inside.
Later, I saw a demon that appeared to be a little innocent boy with a red bandana. He had an ability to play gross tricks with his eyes. I tried to cast it away in the name of Jesus, but this demon resisted and didn’t budge easily. I persistently prayed, clenching my teeth. Then, the demon vanished.
* Baptized in Blazing Fire
I realized how many different types of demons there are. I witnessed them bothering other members. They constantly came and went and were moving around busily in utter confusion. While I prayed, I wondered how Pastor Kim was doing. I looked over at him, but instead of seeing him I saw a ball of blazing fire in his place. Surprised, I opened my eyes to confirm what I saw and I saw Pastor sitting in his seat as usual praying. When I closed my eyes again, I saw a big ball of blazing fire. Demons were standing beside our pastor without being able to attack him, so they moved on to attack the congregation.
Suddenly, a long haired female demon appeared and bit my left arm with her Dracula-like fangs. I tried to shove her away, but couldn’t. I couldn’t think straight, because the pain was so agonizing. And then, another demon attacked me. I called, “Lord, Lord, help me. Please help me!” I moved close to pastor’s wife and I continued to pray with my hands held up high. About 100 demons came to distract me from praying. I counterattacked by shouting, “You filthy demons, why do you live like this? Why are you bothering me?” One with sharp fangs rushed toward me shouting, “We want to send you to Hell.” I responded, “What? Hell? You are hilarious! Hey, you filthy demons, flee from me. In the name of Jesus, flee from me.” In that instant, every one of them fled. I realized if I wanted to visit Heaven, I would need to fight hard against evil demonic forces.
* Pastors who discontinued their pastoral duties
I continued to pray for a long time, when Jesus appeared calling me by my nickname, “Sesame! My dear Sesame, you are very good at casting out the evil spirits!” I replied, “Jesus, I just remembered something my father wanted to ask you about. There are pastors who have stopped being pastors and returned to worldly jobs. What happens to those pastors?” Jesus reluctantly responded, “You are so young to explain this to, but listen well and tell him exactly what I am telling you.” He continued, “The pastors who give up being a pastor because of its hardships will be judged harshly by my Heavenly Father. The Heavenly Father will rebuke them, ‘Why did you stop being a pastor? I gave you the abilities to do your pastoral duties, but why did you make the decision to stop without my permission? You’ve made a big mistake. You must repent!’ Then, with the remainder of his earthly life, he must follow obediently in his walk with me. There are also people who fail to keep the Lord’s Day holy and do whatever they want. They, who are not born again, open their businesses. There should be no business transactions on Sunday whatsoever. Many proclaim their salvation with their mouths, but they are so wrong. If they are truly saved, their lives should show it! Our Father in Heaven has a keen eye on all of you. To the Father every soul is very precious and when souls go to Hell by their own choosing, it hurts Him very deeply. He sheds many tears!”
* Those who drive out pastors (James 3:16)
I then inquired, “Jesus, sometimes on TV, I see churches engaged in a fight with the pastor and it really embarrasses me. Why do the congregations and their pastors fight? In that instance, whose side are you on?” Jesus said, “You are so young, yet you always ask such questions.” I responded, “Lord, I am a daughter of a pastor. It makes me sad to see the pastor being kicked out of the church!” Jesus answered, “The pastor often makes mistakes and that is a problem. More importantly, when the congregation resents and drives out the pastor, they will have committed a huge sin. Even though a person has sinned in the past, if they sincerely repent and follow God, they can still enter Heaven. They must never repeat such a sin!” (Philippians 2:3)
I continued to ask questions. “Jesus, we are all praying together, but why do you only take sister Baek and her family to visit Heaven and Hell? We are the pastor’s family, right? My family seems to have more faith, but why do you, Lord, only love Haak-Sung, Yoo-Kyung and Sister Baek, Bong-Nyo?” Jesus burst into laughter at my question and answered, “My dear Joo-Eun, that isn’t true. They have such a tough life. Haak-Sung and Yoo-Kyung are both psychologically challenged, right? Also, Sister Baek, Bong-Nyo is bedridden, suffering with back pain. They have little to eat and live in a small basement room, but they pray without ceasing! They don’t know when they will be kicked out into the street, yet they obediently pray to God. I love them especially, because despite their limitations they still pray diligently! They need my protection! You have so many family members, but they don’t even have a father or a husband. This is why they need my special attention!” (Exodus 33:19)
I asked, “Please, Lord, it is so disgusting. The rotting smell is all around. I want to get out of here. How can there be this many skulls? What kind of human beings were they?” Jesus told me there were many different types of people here, “In here are burglars who mistakenly started a fire while stealing and died in the fire, those killed in the fire while sleeping in the hotel, those who seduced men and died in a fire, those who were able to work with their bodies but instead resorted to begging, those who drowned during an outing, those who murdered their parents, those who were hiking and died in an accident and many others from all walks of life.”
“Mom, even though I see you in so much anguish, I can’t do anything to help you. I’m so sorry!” I said. My mom pleaded with me, “Please, Bong-Nyo, never ever come back to Hell. I’ve died and been brought here to suffer, but you must continue following the Lord until the end. Don’t end up here like me, but make sure you go to Heaven.”
I begged Jesus for help, but He couldn’t do anything. When I cried out louder, the evil demons mercilessly threw my mother into the pit. The maggots swarmed quickly, crawled up her leg and dug into her flesh and bones. She cried out in agony and jumped around frantically, as the other people were doing. Her screams were soon smothered by the screams of all the people.
I began to hear my younger brother suffering to my right. He cried out, “Sister, the bugs are eating my body alive. Oh, I’m in so much pain! Older sis, please beg Jesus to help me right now!” The bugs stabbed my brother and poison spread through his entire body, turning him black. My brother had committed suicide, but I had no idea the penalty for such an act was this terrible. I pleaded with Jesus, but again He said it was too late. I even cried out to my Heavenly Father, but He also said no. Soon, my brother’s body was just a black skeleton, but he was still screaming. “Sister, hurry and leave this place. You must never come back to this place. Do you understand?”
The Lord told me about some of the people here. “There are men here who lived with two and three women, people who switched partners and slept around, those who killed themselves, those who attended church and committed adultery, those who died on a mountain, those who were killed by a dog, and many others who died."
Afterwards, Jesus took me to a place where Lot’s two daughters (Genesis 19:31-38) were in a blazing pit, crying out desperately. Jesus was very grieved and afflicted with so much pain He quickly decided to leave. The Lord said, “Bong-Nyo, my heart aches because of these two daughters and I know your pain when you see your family in Hell. But, I want you to calmly think about what you saw.” Jesus shared that each time He brought me to Hell His heart was hurting very much, but He hid it from me. Jesus said, “Let’s depart from Hell now.” He brought me back to church.
==== DAY 19 ==== (Hebrews 10:35-39)
Lee, Yoo-Kyung: * Entering before the Throne of our God (Revelation 4:2-4)
I spun another demon and threw it far away. A demon that Joo-Eun had mentioned approached me, rolling its white eyes. I waited for this demon to get closer. As soon as it tried to interfere with my prayer, I mercilessly gouged its eyes out and beat it down on the floor. Being eyeless, it crawled about searching the floor, “Oh, no! My eyes! Where are my eyes? Help me find them.” Eventually it found them, but when it tried to put them back into the sockets, there was too much dirt on them. It put them in wrong and ran off.
I couldn’t bear the horrific scenes, so I begged Jesus to take me away. “Alright, let’s go to Heaven now,” He said. He took my hand and flying through the Heavenly skies, we arrived in the Garden of Eden. Jesus and I locked arms together in the garden and we had the most charming visit. Seeing how happy I was Jesus gently whispered to me, “My dear Bong-Nyo, you’re health is not very good? It’s really hard right now, but you have to endure it.” His words always comfort and move me to tears. (2 Corinthians 1:5)
Pastor Kim, Yong-Doo: * Like an electric shock
I really love sports and when I played I would be deeply engaged, completely forgetting about the Lord. This hurt Him. My addiction covered a wide range of sports including bowling, soccer, and especially badminton. I sincerely wanted to keep fit, but I wasted so much time with sports. I would often go out to the badminton park, near the mineral spring water resort. There I released all my stress. Playing sports is not wrong, but many things we do can preoccupy our minds. The deeper I experience the spiritual realm, the more I realized that my love of sports had hooked me into an addiction. These obstacles continued to accumulate and hurt my spiritual growth. I sobbed and repented for everything.
At one time in my life, all my congregation members left to attend other churches and I had one old gentleman left in the congregation. The church was not growing at all. Luckily, a pastor from Seoul, whom I know well offered me a position as head pastor for a church with several hundred members. I thought, “Yes, this is great!” I prepared to take the offer. The day before my departure, while I was praying, Jesus appeared holding an enormously tall rod that stretched from the top of the Heaven down to earth. Jesus commanded me to kneel and bow down, so I obeyed. Jesus took that long rod and struck me with great force. It didn’t hurt me and I felt the Lord’s love for me. But His face was filled with sadness and tears dripped down His face. Jesus asked, “My beloved servant, what would you like to do when your congregations grows in number? Pastor Kim Yong-doo! Pastor Kim, what kind of offering would you give for the sanctuary?” I couldn’t give an answer to the Lord. I knew my answers would reveal the truth of my shameful heart.
When the pastors gather together, every one of us talk about ‘the quick growth of a church’, ‘how many gathered in number’, ‘how many years it took to build the church’, and ‘which one of their pastor colleagues are the front running man.’ I knew these were the same answers I would recite. On bended knee with my head bowed before the Lord, I couldn’t stand myself and was so ashamed. I couldn’t do anything, so I just cried. Jesus gently rubbed my back and consoled me with His warmth. “My beloved servant, did I ever want your building fund offerings? Did I want your church to have revival in numbers? Don’t keep these things in your heart, but I want you to follow what I desire. I want you to seek and find my lost sheep, and no matter the number, whether it be one or one hundred sheep. I want you to take great care of them. Be faithful in the smallest things. Don’t be distracted by the bigger things around you, but pray diligently and wait on my time. Finally, don’t be discouraged.”
Pastor’s wife Kang, Hyun-Ja: * The prayer of the contrite spirit
All afternoon I prayed with a contrite and repenting heart and the Lord poured onto me the blessing of tears of repentance. The Holy Spirit covered me with tears and sweat. I was choked up with tears as I cried uncontrollably. Speaking through Joo-Eun, God told me my tearful repentance was acceptable to Him.
With all the work we were doing, the enemy was always looking for an opportunity to attack. We could never let down our guard. Since the demonic identities were being revealed to the young members that had the spiritual gift of sight, they had to arm themselves thoroughly with prayer. We don’t know why Jesus chose us to fight in these life and death struggles, since we are so feeble. Jesus told us, “You little lambs of the Lord’s Church can sustain your faith only through fighting the evil spirits. Trust me. Hold my hand and go. I’ll always be with you, so don’t worry.”
==== DAY 20 ==== (Acts 1:8) * Kim, Joo-Eun attacks the demons!
The first demon I saw was the one I’m most terrified of. It was the female demon, who wore a white gown. She caused me to have goosebumps as she came with a terrifying cry. I was nervous, but gathering all my strength, I grabbed her hair and jerked it. (Mark 9:23) She cried, “Ouch! Let me go! You’re hurting me. Let go right now! It’s hurting me!” I mercilessly pulled on it until I yanked out all of her hair. She cried, “My hair! My hair!” Then, she disappeared.
A male demon with a large head tried to scare me. It approached me with its mouth wide open. I tore its mouth, gouged out its eyes and stepped on them. It cried, “Ouch! My eyes! My mouth! Where are they? Find them! It hurts!” It frantically searched the floor, but couldn’t find them, so it vanished.
Afterwards a demon with a crescent eye came. I tore its body into pieces and yelled at it. It gathered its torn body parts and ran away saying, “I’ll return to you. You’ll see.”
“Stop praying. Stop praying!” I ignored it and continued praying in tongues. It began to scratch the blackboard. I couldn’t stand that noise. I plugged my ears and shouted, “Satan, in the name of Jesus, disappear!” It kept scratching the board, saying, “Hey, this is fun!” I cried, “Jesus, please help me. This evil demon is torturing me!” Jesus appeared in the light and the demon ran away without looking back.
=== DAY 21 ====
I continued to pray powerfully. A large snake crawled toward me with an angry expression. Its scales changed into various colors and it flipped its tail back and forth before me. I grabbed the snake and threw it against the wall. (Mark 16:17,18)
A demon appeared that was all wrapped up in bandages. It reminded me of the Chinese demon cartoon character ‘Kang-She.’ It said, “Look little one, this is really fun!” It began to unravel the bandages. Underneath the bandages were countless bugs, centipedes, and millipedes crawling all over its body. Being grossed out, I urgently called on Jesus, and He appeared, grabbed the demon and threw it down. “Jesus, thank you very much!” He smiled and gently stroked my head. “My dearest Sesame, you’re faith has grown very much! Pray diligently.” Today, Jesus was wearing a special golden garment with a red heart on His chest radiating various lights.
After Jesus left, a demon disguised as an old granny appeared. She wore a black garment and held a long axe. “Don’t pray! Do it next time. You don’t have to pray today, right? Why do you insist on praying today? Do it tomorrow. Jesus will meet you when you pray tomorrow. Do that instead.” She repeated it again even louder, so I yelled, “Hey you old hag, in the name of Jesus, flee from me.” She disappeared.
==== DAY 22 ==== (1 Peter 1:6-9) * A demon plays the piano
Lee Yoo Kyung:
I sincerely prayed for a long time, but I still couldn’t see anything. Many thoughts crossed my mind and I began to repent. Without Jesus’ help I couldn’t do anything. I felt like I was continuously sinking into a quagmire. That state of mind continued until I felt I was locked up in something. Some objects were moving before my eyes and I realized I was in Hell, locked up in a dark cell.
In this darkness, nothing was visible. Demons were swarming around me. The countless demons grabbed tightly onto my feet and refused to let me go. They choked me and pulled my hands, feet, and body so I couldn’t move at all. I began praying in tongues, but suddenly curses involuntarily flowed out of my mouth.
Jesus permitted Moses to build an enormous mountain with golden sand. In the blink of an eye, there were two mountain peaks. I challenged him to build a 600 story home. He simply lifted his hand up in the air and twirled it once and a 680 story apartment building appeared before me. My jaw dropped. He made me a golden staircase leading from earth to Heaven. Moses performed many other miracles that can’t be explained in words. I said, “Moses, sir, I apologize for my immature faith. I’m sorry and embarrassed for testing you so much and asking you too many questions.” He responded, “Don’t worry about anything and if you still have questions don’t hesitate to ask.”
I requested to see the parting of the ocean as written in the Bible; seeing this was a shocking experience that was truly spectacular. Jesus was observing quietly beside me. “Jesus, Moses, I’m a new believer and don’t know much, so I think I was too forward with my requests. Please forgive me. I’m sorry. When I get back to church I will record and share with my pastor what I saw, so that he can let the world know.” Both Jesus and Moses expressed their joy and deep emotions. Jesus said, “Moses, Sister Baek Bong-Nyo must return to earth so say goodbye to her.” Moses respectfully bowed his head and said, “Goodbye, sister.”
==== DAY 23 ==== (1 John 3:7-10)
Pastor Kim Yong Doo: * Mrs. Kang, Hyun Ja was caught off guard and attacked by a demon
Later, Joo Eun asked Jesus about this. The Lord explained that since our daily routine consists of going to church, praying, and going home, we don’t have any leisure time. With no leisure time, evil spirits have little opportunity to find when you are weak. However, today, for the first time in a long while, my family stepped out of our spiritual routine to take some leisure time. Outside our normal routine, an evil spirit struck her and she fell.
Later, I checked on Joseph’s foot, which had a painful wart. We’d prayed intensively for a healing. I was shocked at what I saw. The wart which was located inside the skin, had now revealed its black roots on the exterior of his foot. With my spiritual eyes, I was able to see Jesus applying His blood daily over the sole of Joseph’s foot. I said, “Wow! This is great. Joseph, you should go visit the skin doctor and give your testimony.”
Pastor Kim: (James 4:4-5) * Pastors and Church members committing adultery
I compassionately pleaded, “Lord, they are human beings; they are flesh. They could still fall and make mistakes, right? If a person dies, he/she will not have the opportunity to repent. But while they are alive, won’t they be forgiven if he/she repents? There are many verses in the Bible that states you will forgive, if one repents.” The Lord replied, “The ministers know the scriptures very well and if they commit adultery, they will be harshly judged. It will be difficult for them to be forgiven.”
Although the Lord had rebuked me, I continued to debate and argue with Him. “My beloved Lord, those ministers have sacrificed their whole life for you. They have spent their time on earth to serve you. Don’t you think you should give them opportunities to repent? If I claim pastors go to Hell, who would believe me?”
There was a moment of silence. The Lord then spoke quietly and with dignity. “God the Father agrees with me. If the ministers who have committed adultery sincerely repent with fear, they shall be forgiven. But, if they turn back to their wicked ways and commit the same sin after repentance, they will be mocking God! It won’t matter whether they have lead small or mega ministries or have lead great or weak ministries; they will have committed the sin which God hates the most. You’ll have to bear that in mind.”
The ministers of today are mocking God. They say, ‘these are the days of grace and the gospel sets us free. Just repent and one will be forgiven unconditionally.’ These are the days one needs to be in fear more than the days of the Old Testament.” The Lord warned us the day is coming when we will all have to give account for our deeds.
The Lord had said, “I discipline my servants.” Moreover, the Lord had said He wouldn’t use the congregation of a church to discipline their pastor. Jesus will greatly judge and discipline those with secret sins.
I again pleaded with the Lord, “Jesus, church members sometimes form a group out of ignorance and their initial intention may have been to improve the church. If that is the case, why would they be judged?” Jesus replied, “When it comes to the church, one cannot resolve this in a human way. That can never be accepted.”
The Lord added that if a saint compromised spiritual authority by having opposed a pastor in the past or present, he/she must repent in fear. Otherwise, he/she would be in danger of going to Hell. Thereafter, he must live faithfully, true, and cautiously.
The pastors who allowed the congregation to compromise spiritual authority must also dearly repent, more than the congregation. The Lord emphasized that the members and the pastors must all repent in fear. If they had just prayed to Jesus, He would have intervened to resolve their problems.
(Revelation 2:1) * The Lord visits the churches throughout the world
Kim Joo Eun: (1 John 5:1-5) * Battling different demons
Since Joseph couldn’t see the snake, he swung his arms loosely in the air. As a result, the snake was able to leverage itself and it began to coil itself around his arm. The snake bit his hand. He now realized it was real. There appeared a clear bite mark from the snake on the back of his hand. There were two small teeth marks from the fangs and it began to bleed. The pastor, realizing what was happening, asked us to come up to the altar with the snake.
Raising his hand, the pastor shouted. “In the name of Jesus!” With those words, the snake split in half and its head blew up. As I watched the scene, my jaw dropped.
* Hunting the demons
I didn’t have time to think about what was happening. My hand and arm circled faster and faster with more energy. It wouldn’t stop. I couldn’t just sit there and let this happen. I got up on my feet and began to run around. But my hand was still continuously making circular motions. I glanced over to Sister Baek Bong Nyu and she was also doing the same thing. Unexpectedly, my hand hit the corner of a chair. From the physical point of view, I couldn’t understand what I was doing.
I asked the children who had their spiritual eyes opened, “Joo Eun, look at Mom’s arm. Why is my arm and hand making circular motions? Why will it not stop?” With an expression of shock, she answered, “Mom, you have seized a demon in your hand! Continue to swing the demon so you can knock it out.” Although I wasn’t able to control the situation with my mind, I attempted to swing more intensely. The pastor said, “Mrs. Kang Hyun Ja, come up to the altar as you continue to swing.” I walked toward the altar and the pastor shouted, “Holy Fire!” My hand naturally stopped and the demon was knocked down. It was burned by the Holy Fire; it became dust.
As I was beating on the demon, the Lord came next to me. “Oh, Yoo Kyung, you’re doing a great job. You’re defeating the demon. I was planning to take you to Heaven and show you around, but you’re busy battling the demons. What do you think?” I replied, “Jesus, I can visit Heaven later. I have to defeat all the demons now!” The Lord said, “Alright, defeat the demons and be victorious.” The Lord stood next to me and watched. The demons were even more frightened and attempted to flee when they saw Jesus.
I cried out to God to grant me Holy Fire. “Trinity God, please grant me Holy Fire! The fire that burns demons!” God granted me a fireball, which quickly entered into my chest. As soon as the Holy Fire was placed in my body, the demons began avoiding me. Before the fire entered my body, I was getting very tired. Soon after the blazing fire entered, my strength returned. I was able to hunt and defeat the demons. After I had defeated all the demons, I said a prayer of gratitude to the Lord. I was very thankful for everything. Then, I remembered the days when I had broken the pastor’s heart and with those thoughts, tears began to fill my eyes.
During the middle of service, the pastor called, “Sam,” and I instantly answered with amen. The pastor lead an extremely powerful service. I noticed my soul and spirit rapidly growing and changing. I’m a totally different person than I was two months ago. Moreover, I’m spiritually awakened and I’m able to prophesy, spiritually discern, pray in tongues, obtain knowledge, obtain wisdom, and I’m stronger in faith. When I converse with Jesus, I often see the Father’s throne.
A large frightening creature guarded the crosses. When it was my mother’s turn, the creature tied my mother onto the cross and prepared her to be nailed. The creature glanced at me and as he turned to her spoke. “Tell your daughter not to go to church and to stop believing in Jesus this instant. Otherwise, you’ll really die today!” My mother looked very frightened. The creature looked toward me and yelled, “If you say that you will stop believing in Jesus, I’ll spare your mother and not torment her. Say it! Say you’ll stop believing!” It attempted to bargain with me. “Say it now! Make your vow! Hurry!” the creature demanded. The situation was very tense. The creature had a human body with the head of a horse. It was heinous. I couldn't look at it straight in the eye.
The horse-headed creature drew a large bright sword and commanded his subordinates. The subordinates quickly obeyed. The creature then pressured my mother. “Quickly, tell your daughter! Now! Hell is in chaos because of your daughter. The church your daughter is attending prays all night long. We are hindered in every way. Humans who are supposed to be coming to Hell are going to church and we’re frustrated. Quickly! Ask your daughter now! Her pastor is writing a book that will reveal our identities and reveal Hell. We must stop him from writing that book. Now, quickly ask your daughter!”
If I ever get a hold of you, you’re dead!” As I rebuked the creature, he rapidly ran toward my mother like a bullet. The creature scalped my mother, sliced her ears, and tore out her eyes. Mother shouted in pain, “Help me! Please!” I couldn’t bear to see my mother in pain anymore. There are no words to express this pitiful scene! My little brother and nephew experienced the same torment as my mother. The creature threw the remaining body parts into the boiling pot of oil. From the boiling pot, I could hear the screams of my family in pain.
The creature’s anger wasn’t satisfied. This time, he filled a bowl with insects and placed it right below my family. The insects rapidly attached themselves onto my family’s bodies. The insects gnawed and chewed, penetrating into their bones. My family screamed out. It appeared as though my mother was experiencing the greater pain.
The angels were also placing protective layers around deaconess Shin, who was praying. The angels totaled about 200. They were all working to place protective layers around the church members. I noticed an evil spirit resembling a buff man just outside my protective layer. He was coming toward me. The evil spirit attempted to enter the protective layers, but the layers became very hot like blazing fire. It gave up on entering. The evil spirit then went toward deaconess Shin. Fortunately, she was covered with the protective layers and fire. It wasn’t able to penetrate into her layers. The evil spirit flew toward my mother. As it drew closer to my mother, it caught on fire and disappeared.
==== DAY 25 ==== (Matthew 16:13-19)
Kim Joo Eun: *Freckles eats the cookies of Heaven
While I was praying in tongues, I was battling and defeating evil spirits. As I prayed, my mouth became filled with something. I began to chew on it. I could hear crunching as I continued to chew. I had no idea what I was chewing or eating. As I devoured the unknown food, I said to myself, “Wow! What is this? It is delicious. How can anything be this delicious?" My dear Lord, Jesus, appeared.
He called my name out and began to speak to me, “Freckles, do you want to give this a try?” I asked, “Jesus, what is that?” The Lord replied, “These are delicious crackers I brought to you from Heaven. Say ah; open your mouth.” I opened my mouth and the Lord placed a cracker in my mouth.
As soon as the cracker touched my tongue, it melted softly. There are many delicious crackers in the world, but the ones the Lord gave me blew my mind. The bite-size crackers were white and round shaped.
The Heavenly cracker Jesus had given me will be in my memory forever. I’ll never forget the wonderful taste. Tonight is a very blessed night, a night I cannot express in words. From a distance, I heard Jesus kindly speak, “Freckles, soon, I’ll take you to visit Heaven so don’t fret. Good bye.” Then, he was completely gone.
After I had regained my strength, I began to pray. While I was praying, I saw evil spirits coming toward me. Multitudes of skulls and bones from all directions began to converge on me. I began to laugh at their appearance. The evil spirits exploded in anger due to my reaction. I shouted, “All of you bones, you look very funny. In the name of Jesus, I command you to leave now!” They disappeared.
After we had earnestly prayed for many hours, a group of angels came from Heaven and filled their golden pot with our prayers. As one angel ascended with the filled pot, another angel descended with the empty pot to again fill it with prayers. The angels continued this process. They were moving fast. The pot wasn’t only filled with our prayers, but they also included our tears and the tone of our voices. They were all delivered to Heaven.
Lee Yoo Kyung: *Tearing off the evil spirit’s clothing
In a loud voice, Jesus commanded the angels. “Angels, apply my blood over the entrance of the Lord’s church. Don’t let the evil spirits parade all over this building. Apply my blood to the air.” Angels instantly appeared and carried out His command with great speed. First, they placed a protective layer over the church entrance and the ceiling. At the entrance, the door and the two pillars received a protective layer. On top of the protective layer, the angels began to heavily coat it with the Lord’s blood. Once the blood was there to protect us, I saw the evil spirits confused and fighting one another to enter the church. With the blood protecting us, it didn’t matter how many evil spirits were there, none could enter the church. So I was able to finish my prayers in peace.
I shouted with a voice of thunder. “You have been commanded to tear my clothes off by the king of devils. Take it all off if you dare! No matter how many times you tear my clothes off, I won’t blink. I’m not afraid of you, devils! I have the Trinity God living in me and the Holy Blazing Fire. I’m not afraid of you! No matter how hard you attempt to frighten me, I will not be moved. I have one thing against you. My heart aches over the fact that my parents are tormented in Hell. The king of devils is responsible for pain my parents must endure. I’ll find him no matter what and then I will avenge my parents. You are too weak to challenge me, depart from me you fools! Bring me the king of devils! Hurry! Depart!”
Once he threatened me, I replied back, “What? You worthless devil, do as you wish! Since the Lord lives in me, I’ll feel no pain even if you are able to slice my flesh and pluck my eyes out! You better be careful since I have the Holy Blazing fire within me! I recognize you. You came to our church many times and have hindered us so much. You have hindered the pastor from writing the book, right? Well, do as you wish!” The devil showed me his knife. It was dark blue and looked very sharp. He began slicing my flesh like sushi. Feeling no pain, I didn’t even blink. “Oh, this is quite invigorating. It feels very nice. Slice all of my flesh if you like. I’m not worried because Trinity God is protecting me. Slice some more of my flesh!” I annoyed the devil with confidence. I could tell that Almighty God was protecting me and His power was with me.
When my eyes were plucked out, I didn’t feel any pain. It felt like as though someone was scratching my itch. I felt refreshed. I had no flesh; I was a skeleton. The fifty-headed devil brought a bucket filled with maggots and poured them on my body. The maggots began to penetrate my bones and they began eating my marrow. They were also eating my sliced flesh.
* The appearance of Satan
I tore intensely into the scratch, but Satan’s skin was very thick and I was only able to tear into it a little bit at a time. I thought to myself, ‘Why is this so difficult?’
Just when I was about to attack Satan again, a bright light poured down from above and the Lord appeared. He said, “Bong Nyu, you’ve done a great job! Now, come down. It is enough for today. Let’s go now.” Resisting the Lord, I quickly replied, “Lord, I don’t want to go! My anger is still burning inside me. I need more time. What about my parents? They are being tormented by the devil. I can’t just go now! If I go now, my family will be brutally tormented again. How can I leave knowing that? I can’t possibly go now!”
==== DAY 26 ==== (Mark 9:23-24)
Lee Haak Sung: As soon as I began to pray, an evil spirit with eight legs appeared. It lunged forward to attack me. As a chameleon, the evil spirit changed colors. It changed from green, to gray, to red, and etc. When it lunged at me, I stuck my hand out to counter it. I tried to poke it in the eyes with my fingers, but as the evil spirit dodged my counterattack and I poked the evil spirit’s nostrils instead.
The evil spirit transformed itself into a dinosaur. It had one eye with small bumps all over its body. The bumps actually looked like miniature horns. The dinosaur had a long menacing tail. I believe if it swung at me with it I could instantly die. The dinosaur appeared very frightening. I stretched out my hands and shouted, “Holy Fire!” From my hands, a fireball shot out at the dinosaur. The fireball knocked the huge dinosaur down. From the ground, the dinosaur growled to expose its crocodile’s teeth and what appeared as leeches crawled from its body.
*Jesus’ whole body is covered with blood
Jesus was pierced, bruised, and died more horrendously than we could ever imagine. The scene of Jesus suffering was unbearable. I cried very much. The Lord drew closer and comforted me. He wiped away my tears. “Haak Sung, don’t cry.” Once Jesus left my side, multitudes of evil spirits appeared. I battled and defeated the evil spirits and finished my prayers.
As it came close to the pastor, it shouted, “This one prays every day. Why do you pray so much?” It went to the pastor’s wife and said, “This one always prays as well Hey, stop praying! It’s not good. Not fun at all!” It came back to me and interrupted me, “Hey, praying is a bad thing. Don’t pray!” I exploded, “It’s me who is praying! Why are you continually interrupting my prayer?” The evil spirit laughed and taunted me, “What kind of prayer is that? Do you call that prayer? Let’s play!” I ran toward it. Touching its face, I shouted, “Jesus’ blood! Jesus’ blood!” The evil spirit began to plead and complain. “It’s hot! Let go of me! Let go! Please let me go!” I swung the evil spirit away from me.
Another evil spirit appeared that had a huge horn on its head and large eyes and ears. I tore the ears off and poked its eyes out. I cut the horn off and grabbed its foot to swing it away. However, it persistently reappeared and clung to me. I was so irritated by its persistence that I began to speak abusively. Suddenly, I felt someone pull my shirt. I assumed it was Jesus and, with joy, I turned around. But, it wasn’t Jesus. It was an evil spirit in the form of a dark shadow. The dark shadow grabbed my shirt and clung to it. I shouted, “In the name of Jesus, depart!” The evil spirit taunted me, “I won’t depart! I won’t depart!” I yelled, “Trinity God! Holy Fire!” A fire ball appeared and engulfed their bodies in flames. They disintegrated.
When the prayer meeting was about to end, the Lord appeared. He walked toward the pastor and listened to his prayer. The Lord patted him on the back and body, especially the areas where the pastor had pain. Jesus then walked up to each church member who were still praying and patted them as well.
Satan shouted, “I have eagerly waited for this moment to see you. I knew you would come again! Today, I’ll let you observe something very special. You’ll witness the torment of your family members.” The Lord and I stood in front of Satan as he sat on an enormous chair. My family members were already standing in line waiting. As my family stood there, my heart froze from shock. I nervously shook, not knowing what may happen. My mind began to go weak.
Even in the midst of uncertainty and terror, my mother was able to speak words of comfort. “Bong Nyu, we are in Hell. We have given up hope a long time ago. Don’t worry about us anymore. If you have anything to say to Satan, say it now and say it all.” I closely observed the wounded areas where I had attacked him. Satan’s wounded eye was covered with a black material. When I saw his other eye, it was blazing with rage. His anger was so fierce that flames would fly from him and blaze in front of me. He expressed a satisfaction of finally encountering me again. He was determined to seek his revenge. I recovered my senses and braced myself for battle.
==== DAY 27 ==== (Mark 11:22-25) *The evil spirit entering through the ear of Deaconess Shin Sung Kyung
As I prayed in tongues for hours, I began to experience persistent pain inside my ears. It felt like someone was using a sharp object such as a thorn to pierce my ears repeatedly. I tried to ignore the pain as I continued to pray, but the pain became unbearable. I asked Brother Haak Sung who was praying behind me, “Haak Sung, I feel a lot of pain in my ears. Could you please take a look? I’m unable to see what is causing the pain.” Haak Sung shouted, “Deaconess Shin, oh, my good Heavens! A tiny evil spirit is inside your ear and it is stabbing your ear with a sharp object! What should we do?”
Kim Joo Eun: *Begging to win the lottery
After all the evil spirits had disappeared, Jesus arrived with His angels. The angels had brought the golden bowl which had handles attached to it. The angels politely sat next to the church members who were in prayer. The angels placed all the contents of the prayers in the golden bowl. Within a short time, Jesus came closer to me and spoke. “Freckles, look at me.” The Lord wore a thorn crown.
Jesus placed something in my mouth. “Freckles, taste it.” It tasted a lot like a strawberry. The fruit had a sweet and sour taste to it. It was very delicious. I devoured it all.
“Jesus, thank you very much.” As I thanked the Lord, He appeared very happy. Since the Lord was in a good mood, I decided to take this opportunity to ask Him for a favor. “Jesus, we are financially struggling every day. We are all poor. Please help us win the lottery!” The Lord was silent for a moment and then burst out in laughter. He looked at me and smiled. I decided to ask for an additional favor. “Jesus, I’m the smallest kid in my class. Can you please make me taller?” He didn’t reply to my request about the lottery, but he did grant my request for additional height.
Among the torturing equipment, I saw farming equipment as well, scrapers, iron hooks, and grain sickles. There were even guns and knives, along with other numerous torturing devices made out of iron. I was startled to see my maternal grandmother, maternal uncle, my cousin, and my aunt standing in front of Satan’s throne.
Next to my relatives were crossed shaped trees. The subordinate evil spirits were very busy preparing to hang my relatives on the crossed shaped trees. My relatives were struck with such fear that their faces were pale blue and they shook hysterically. As soon as they realized I was there, they cried out to me. “Haak Sung, why are you here again? Just leave! Hurry! Go! This place is not a place to visit. Go! Hurry, be gone!” They glimpsed at Satan’s face to see if he would react. The devils yelled at my relatives. “All of you, what are you chattering about? You will be silent!” In fear, my relatives stood still and shook in terror.
==== DAY 28 ==== (Hebrews 4:12-16)
Pastor Kim Yong Doo: *The attack of the evil spirits in full force
As the days pass during our 30 day prayer rally, the battles with the evil spirits intensify. Whenever the “little sheep” pray under the harsh conditions from the weather, my heart feels pity for them and I cannot help but cry. We are weary physically and spiritually from the onslaught of attacks by the evil spirits.
The battles go back and forth. Sometimes we gain ground and sometimes the evil spirits gain ground. This routine is repeated over and over.
Although the battles are intense, we never stop crying out to the Lord during battle. In fact, we persistently cry out to Him. We gathered around 9 PM. Before the service, we sang and praised the Lord. As we were worshipping, Sister Baek Bong Nyu was attacked. She was the first one to encounter evil spirits. During the attack, she fell forward. The evil spirits began to enter Sister Baek Bong Nyu’s body. They were invisible; I couldn’t see their forms or figures with my eyes. The attack was sudden and we weren’t prepared to engage the evil spirits.
As a man, I felt skeptical about the call to be a pastor. I thought, “I must be walking in spiritual darkness. Why can I not prevent the spiritual attacks? Why am I engaging after the fact?” The church members fell, rolled on the floor and cried out in pain. I felt helpless and unable to assist them. Then suddenly, my wife couldn’t move; her legs were paralyzed. My son, Joseph, was attacked and he began to experience a severe migraine. My daughter, Joo Eun, fell victim as her arm was broken. Yoo Kyung and Haak Sung fell on the floor, as well, as they were victimized by the evil spirits.
If I cast out the evil spirits from one member, they would just jump to another member and attack their next victim. Our church members would be in torment. As a pastor, I feel inadequate. I feel I’m not very spiritual. I’m unable to satisfy the church members’ spiritual thirst. Until this moment, I haven’t realized how inadequate I am as a pastor. The battle today has clearly reflected my spiritual weakness. I feel so miserable and distressed at this moment.
For three days, we’ve been battling with the evil spirits. As a result, I haven’t been able to get a good night sleep. It didn’t matter where I was, either at church or at my home. The evil spirits gave me no rest. The battle from last night especially made us weary. That battle continued until 8 in the morning and it was a Sunday. Although I utilized all my faith and spiritual abilities, I was ineffective.
I, therefore, had no choice but to seek assistance from the Lord. I pleaded to the Lord, but the Lord demanded that I defeat the evil spirits with my faith unto the end. Since Sunday service was drawing near, I became impatient and pressed the Lord. “Jesus, help me! I’m begging you! Either intervene or send Archangel Michael to assist. Please hurry! It doesn’t matter who helps us.” As I urgently pleaded, Joseph, Joo Eun, and Haak Sung joined in with the call for help. We were all covered in tears. Our bodies were soaked with sweat. Soon after, many angels arrived from Heaven and they stood in front of us.
As my grandmother wept she bowed her head down to the Lord and said, “My beloved Jesus, thank you for bringing my granddaughter, Yoo Kyung.” My uncle, who was standing next to my grandmother, asked, “Yoo Kyung, where is your mother?” I said, “Mother is in great pain. She can’t even pray. She has to lie down in church.” Uncle asked, “Is this true? I wish her health and to be well.” He was worried about my mother. I saw my grandfather and cousin standing next to them. I don’t know what kind of torment my grandfather went through before he came to this place but the skin from his body and face had been torn off.
With their faces distraught, my uncle and cousin expressed their concerns. “Yoo Kyung, for what purpose have you come here? Get out of this place now!” As my grandmother wept, she spoke once more. “Yoo Kyung, I also want to leave this place. Since you are with Jesus, please ask the Lord to take me out of this place with you. Hell is a place of unbearable torment and pain. It is such a frightening place. Please help me get out of this place.”
My cousin continued to scream and shout. “Yoo Kyung, when you return to the earth, evangelize all of our relatives and tell them to believe in Jesus. Tell them to attend church faithfully! Tell them not to come to this place no matter what! Do you understand?” As he shouted, an evil spirit with a sharp horn ran to him and irritably asked, “What are you saying?” He appeared very upset. The evil spirit pierced my grandmother’s chest with his horn. My grandmother fell to the ground screaming.
I hysterically shouted, “Grandma, grandma! Devil, I won’t let you get away with this! Don’t touch my grandma!” As I shouted, I realized I was at church and was praying. Jesus patted my head, spoke, and comforted me as I wept and prayed.
We visited the ocean and the mountain which was as white as snow. He continued to show me around. “Your hand is cold as ice. You must be in pain. It’s the devil’s work.” The Lord grabbed my hand and within that moment I saw black smoke permeating from my hand in the form of a snake. The smoke then disappeared. After the Lord’s warm touch, my hands became warm. The Lord gently spoke, “Bong Nyu, your physical body is very weak and weary. Lay and rest here. You’ve done a good job today.”
After I had plenty of rest in Heaven, I felt I had recovered. I hung out with the angels and had a good time. I returned to the church and saw Archangel Michael hunting down the evil spirits. He was riding a white horse and rode between the praying church members. Since the pastor had cast out the evil spirits out of me, he didn’t have an opportunity to pray during the night. Therefore, he prepared to pray in the morning. I saw about fifty evil spirits surround the pastor. They were waiting for an opportunity to attack the pastor. Archangel Michael drew closer to the pastor and shouted, “All you filthy evil spirits, how dare you come and assemble here!” He swung his shining sword which appeared like a golden light. The Archangel Michael swung his bright golden sword and the evil spirits next to the pastor had their heads cut off. They all became ashes. I saw smoke rise from the ashes as the evil spirits fled to Hell. The scene was very vivid. As I compare Joo Eun with the other youngsters, I see that she is especially bright, expressive, and always cheerful.
==== DAY 29 ==== (2 Corinthians: 6:1-2) *Joseph’s wish
There was only one day left in the prayer rally and I wasn’t spiritually awakened. I felt heavy and troubled. Tears began streaming down my face. Previously, when our group finished with the prayer meeting, I would listen to the testimonies of others about their spiritual awakening. I couldn’t help but envy them. The Lord was still silent and I didn’t hear anything from the Lord. Joo Eun and the other congregation members explained the reason I wasn’t experiencing the awakening. They explained I was being called to be in the ministry as a pastor. Therefore, I had to pray until God was satisfied. I didn’t know why pastors had to pray longer and harder. My father, Pastor Kim wasn’t spiritually awakened either. I thought perhaps his heart might be in despair. However, the pastor didn’t express any emotions of disappointment, but rather he comforted me with words of encouragement, “Let’s pray and be patient.”
During my prayer, I burst out with tears of repentance. I cried for a good while. “Lord, please open my spiritual eyes! Show me something. Please?” As I prayed in tongues, I saw a blue light blinking in the midst of darkness. It then disappeared. I prayed and expected to see the blue light again. My heart was eager for it. However, I didn’t see the blue light. I was disappointed but not angry.
Deaconess Shin Sung Kyung: *The transformation of Deaconess Shin, Sung
Kyung and Jung Min
Although I have repented with tears for some lengthy time, I haven’t seen any visions. As I remember the nights of praying, that in itself is a miracle. Without the Lord’s help, it wouldn’t have been possible. My commitment to praying is a result of God’s grace and compassion. As I listened to the members’ testimony of spiritual awakening and their experiences of visiting Heaven and Hell, I felt ashamed and I questioned my faith. My faith was more of a show I tried to keep up with others. Presently, I’m fiercely confessing my sins with tears of repentance.
My husband was closely observing my son, Jung Min. His behavior had totally changed. Jung Min had an experience of visiting Hell before me. My son stared at me and said, “Mom, you have to visit Hell and experience it.” I had to comfort myself as I was startled by his remark.
Lee Haak Sung: *The Lord suffers on the cross
While I was in prayer, three evil spirits appeared at the same time. Out of the three, one appeared very strong. The strong looking spirit had a body with defined muscles. He was a large spirit with three heads. The spirit ran around my side to distract and confuse me. I ran after him and grabbed his legs. Once I got a grip on the spirit, I swung him around. Holy Spirit fire came from my hand and entered into the evil spirit. The evil spirit instantly disintegrated into ashes. I noticed a black object hiding behind the deaconess Shin. I confronted the black object in the same manner as the muscled spirit. Soon, another evil spirit in the form of a dinosaur appeared. Its skull was cracked open. Without mercy, I grabbed and swung it around several times. It crashed and broke into pieces. From its destroyed body, many different filthy, creepy bugs rapidly crawled out. It became a swarm. I loudly shouted, “Fire of Holy Spirit!” Fire shot out from my body, destroying and burning all the evil spirits and the swarms of insects.
Once I had defeated the evil spirits, the Lord appeared. As soon as I saw Him, tears came. I pleaded to Jesus, “Please take Joseph and Joo Eun to Heaven.” Jesus replied, “Alright, I will.”
He called me by my nickname and said, “Sam, let’s go to Heaven together.” I held the Lord’s hand and we arrived at the flower garden. I had a nice pleasant time.
As I hung out in the garden of flowers, the Lord said, “Haak Sung, we have to visit another place. Let’s leave now.” I wondered where we were heading. I realized it was at the Lord’s church. In a vision, I saw the Lord walking toward a low hill and He disappeared. Suddenly, the Lord appeared before my eyes. He was walking with the cross. People were beating on Him. He was bleeding from the wounds and cuts on His body. They mocked the Lord.
He was wearing a crown of thorns. Blood streamed down his face from the thorns that were pierced into his head. I saw a scene where Jesus suffered as the long sharp nails pierced through His hands and feet. He then died. I cried out loud as I witnessed Jesus suffering. I saw the crown of thorns, the piercing with nails, and the pouring out of water and blood. The Lord appeared and He wiped the tears from my eyes and He gently said, “Haak Sung, don’t cry.” I will never forget what I had seen in the vision.
Lee Yoo Kyung: *Eating the fruits of Heaven all at once
Today wasn’t a usual day. Jesus was already waiting for us at church before our prayers. He stood below the cross that hung at the church. I began to pray. The Lord came to me and grabbed my hand. We flew to Heaven. When we arrived in Heaven, I began to sing as Jesus watched. I sang three songs. ‘Praise, Oh my soul, Up and fight against the devil, and Baptize with the Holy Spirit.’ I sang the songs over and over again. The Lord gently clapped and said, “My dear Miss Mole sings very well. It’s pleasing,” He complimented me.
I said, “Lord, I have a sore throat and I have been coughing recently.” The Lord responded, “Really? It’s not allowed for you to be sick. You have a cold? I will heal you; don’t worry.” He stroked His hand over my body and held me in His arms. When Jesus stroked me, I felt warmth, kindness, and gentleness.
I said, “Jesus, I also have a stuffed nose.” He replied, “I will heal that as well.” The Lord brought me the fruits of Heaven. The fruits in Heaven look very similar to the fruits on earth. The fruits the Lord brought me looked like plums, pears, apples, and grapes. However, one can never compare the taste; the fruits of Heaven were extremely delicious.
As the Lord and I headed back to the Lord’s church, we flew through the galaxy. From a distance, we saw dark black clouds move. I said, “Jesus, I don’t remember seeing those black clouds. Why are they suddenly there? They are so dark. I’m very frightened.” The Lord comforted me. “Those aren’t clouds. They are filthy evil spirits, disguised as clouds. They are evil deceivers. Don’t worry. I’ll protect you.” We arrived at the church.
The Lord asked, “Yoo Kyung, are you cold?” I said, “Yes, Lord, I’m cold.” The Lord stroked my body. My body became hot; I felt like a blazing fire. We said our farewells and waved to each other. My guard was down and the evil spirits took advantage of that moment. They entered my body. I was tormented all night. But after the pastor prayed, I recovered.
My brother cried out, “Sister Bong Nyu, I wish to see my daughter who was born after my death!” My mother spoke right after. “My daughter Bong Nyu, I miss his baby daughter very much. Soon after his daughter was born, I died.” Their words were difficult to comprehend since they were in torment. How could they experience missing their children in such a place? Their pain was so horrendous, how was it possible that they could feel any other emotions?
Since their curiosity about their family was so great, I had to give them updates. My brother’s daughter, my niece, was already more than 20 years old. I told my brother that she wasn’t a Christian. However, I promised him I would evangelize her and lead her to the Lord’s church.
With tears, I cried, “Mother, my poor mother! She’s in such torment because I had irritated Satan. It’s my fault my family is in greater torment. What should I do? Mother, please forgive me! It’s my fault!” Satan commanded his subordinates to continue piercing my mother’s body. The creatures pierced my mother’s stomach, chest, neck, and her head. They showed no mercy. My mother passed out from time to time and screamed in between. Blood and pieces of skin were everywhere. She didn’t look human anymore.
My brother and nephew suffered terribly witnessing my mother’s torment. They shook uncontrollably. After they had finished with my mother, they ran toward my brother and nephew. They began to pierce their bodies with nails just as they had with my mother. “Ah! Sister Bong Nyu, save me! Please help me!” “Auntie, help me! Auntie, please ask the Lord, quickly!” The evil creatures continued to pierce without mercy. The screams from my brother and nephew echoed to the confines of Hell.
The Lord brought me back to Hell and He left me alone. I began walking through the darkness. The path was narrow so I had to move cautiously. I recognized the path and I was able to find my way around and move forward. I continued to walk forward but I couldn’t see anything or sense anything. I was suddenly trapped in a cell. I attempted to figure out where I was trapped, but I couldn’t see a thing. Furthermore, I was barely able to move.
*Experiencing the torment again but feeling no pain
It felt like I was in Hell for half a year. Hell is unimaginable. It’s a place of pain and torment. One day of Hell feels like a thousand years, maybe even ten thousand years. I don’t want to think about Hell, even for a second. It is home to eternal despair, eternal screaming, and eternal lamentations. As Jesus took me back to the church, He touched my body where I had previously experienced pain. He comforted me with some kind words. “Bong Nyu, Saint Bong Nyu. You’re all my little sheep. You’ve all endeavored to pray for 30 days. Keep studying the Word and attend church enthusiastically. Tell your pastor to write and record all your experiences diligently.”
==== DAY 30 ==== (Thessalonians 5:14-23)
Deaconess Shin Sung Kyung: *Beginning the spiritual experiences
“Jesus, please empower me with your Spirit so I can also dance like Mrs. Kang Hyun Ja and Sister Baek Bang Nyu! I’m begging you! I desire it so much!” As I prayed earnestly, I sensed both of my hands becoming hot. The heat was very extreme, like touching a fireball. I experienced this last time, but it was short lived. However, today, my whole body became hot and my hands rose high on their own. It felt like someone invisible was holding my hands up and he would determine whether my hands would be raised or lowered. My arms and hands were moving in all directions with different motions. My heart was filled with abundant joy. Tears of repentance streamed down my face. I felt my prayers spiritually moving deeper. I was flying through the night sky. I was awe-struck by the amazing night.
Kim, Joo Eun: *Four guardian angels
During the prayer rally, Jesus gave me a Holy gift and the gift of prophesying. I love Jesus very much. Whenever I closed my eyes and called upon His name, He would instantly present Himself. He would call me by my nickname, “Freckles.” He would say, “Freckles, what do you need? Do you have any questions?” He would then gently and kindly answer my questions.
However, many times, filthy evil spirits disguised as the Lord would appear. They also knew I would frequently call upon the Lord and ask questions. At first, I couldn’t differentiate the between the Lord and the evil spirits. I had been deceived several times. But now, I would test the spirit that would appear. By testing the spirit, I can differentiate between the Lord and the evil spirits. Evil spirits cannot shed their blood. Evil spirits cannot take up the cross. They are all liars. They lie every time they appear. The Lord has granted me wisdom to identify evil spirits. I can instantly identify them now.
When I gave the message to my parents, they were stunned. The message from the Lord would lead them to surrender and repentance. I can also have conversations with our family’s guardian angels. There are four angels since there are four members in our family. When I attempt to converse with the angels, the Lord would intervene. He would say, “Freckles, I am your Lord. If you want to have a conversation or discuss any questions, you must call upon my name and discuss any matters with me. Why do you continuously want to speak with angels?” When the Lord gets jealous, I’m actually joyous because He desires me.
I was able to attend the whole prayer rally this time since I was on winter vacation. When I attended, I prayed fervently. I even quit piano lessons and other activities so that I may pray. As a result, Jesus blessed me very much. On the other hand, I was apprehensive about my school. I knew once school started, my opportunity to pray would be limited. It has been nine months since I had watched any television or used the computer. At first, it was very difficult in giving up those activities. However, now, I really enjoy the fellowship with the Lord. Now, the time I used to spend on television and the computer is used to pray and study the word. I give all the glory to Jesus.
Kim, Joseph: *Spiritual eyes opened half way
*Joseph becomes the target for the devil
Everyone eagerly waited for the pastor. I had had other headaches before and they were bearable, but this time with evil spirits behind my migraine, it was painfully unbearable. I felt as though I was going insane. The pain got so bad I screamed out loud. As I screamed in pain, the pastor arrived. The pastor saw me on the floor pleading for help. He asked me what had happened. The church members with one voice explained what had happened. Once the pastor was informed, he boisterously shouted, “Cursed evil spirits, in the mighty name of Jesus, be bound and depart!” As soon as the pastor shouted, the evil spirits fled screaming. After that I was able to breathe and settle down. The headache began to go away.
The Lord said that Pastor Kim Yong Do at the Lord’s church had become very popular in Heaven. As soon as the pastor is spiritually awakened, he will be able to visit Heaven with the Lord. I cannot wait until that day. The pastor oversees a small impoverished church on earth, but the Lord recognizes the value in him. I’m very thankful for that.
From the beginning of our relationship, the pastor and I had differences in our faith. Even as a youth, the pastor had a strong, unshakable faith. Whenever he had a problem, he prayed and trusted in the Lord. He was in total dependence on the Lord. Comparing our faiths, my faith was riddled with doubt and it showed in our prayers.
Although the pastor relied totally on the Lord, it appeared to me he lacked in financial ability to support his own family. However, as the years passed and my prayers strengthened, I realized by experiencing the Lord that God loved and valued my husband as a faithful servant. God’s love toward my husband was very deep. I had never prayed for lengthy periods that pleased the Lord. Last year in July, I began to pray with more discipline. As I spent more time with the Lord in prayer, the year 2005 began to brighten.
Due to our ineffective and weak ministry, we didn’t find any means to grow our church. Our church rituals and routines were stagnant. One day, the Lord granted us a special opportunity. I prayed for many hours, but it seemed fruitless. My prayers were not effective or answered. It appeared our ministry was ineffective and our work was in vain. In the year 2005, the pastor decided to get out of our stagnant mode. Our service began with worship and a prayer of repentance. The pastor then continued with a powerful sermon. He used to preach for only an hour, but now his sermons last for two to three hours. Although the services last two or three hours, the congregation wanted more. The congregation members who participated in the 30 day prayer rally still felt unsatisfied and wanted more. As all aspects of our worship became longer, their hunger increased even more. When they attended the prayer rally, time wasn’t a factor anymore. Worshipping lasted three to four hours. The sermon went for at least three hours. Daily prayers last for up five hours. The pastor’s sermon was powered by the Holy Spirit and penetrated deeply into the hearts and spirits of the congregation. The Lord Jesus told me I would have a healing ministry through my Holy dance.
Pastor Kim Yong Doo: * Crossing over the bridge of no return
I’m very grateful for the Lord’s special intervention. I was concerned about how to lead my fragile church according to the Lord’s will. My confidence was low and my fears were high. I witnessed church members defeated by evil spirits. I realized my foundation of thinking was ignorant and my Biblical knowledge was very limited. With an ignorant mind and limited knowledge, I was unprepared to battle in the spirit world. When I had realized this, I was very ashamed.
Many Korean pastors utilize their own method of teaching and ministering, based on their own philosophies. An external form of holiness portrayed in organized religion is prevalent, with no presence of the Lord in the services. I’m guilty of participating in organized religion. Whenever I hear “the Lord’s will be done,” my heart is in complete reverence, because the Lord has shown me the conditions of many Korean pastors and their congregations. I’m not going to Judge them, but am waiting upon the Lord to deal with these matters.
This didn’t mean my ministry will be performed passively or without a passionate heart. So often, pastors and saints start their walk of faith with pure motives and excitement. However, as time passes they become a friend of the world without realizing it. This angers the Lord, and He will eventually judge them. (James 4:4)
Each person lives his life according to his own standard. Many of our church members have told me people around them are stating that our church is a cult.
Let me quote a typical statement. “What kind of church would have a new believer speak in tongues? What kind of church prophecies, fights evil spirits, and has revelations of Heaven and Hell? One can only go to Heaven and Hell after one dies. Maybe there is a chance one can visit Heaven and Hell in a dream. But only once or twice can they visit. However, going to Heaven and Hell on a daily basis is impossible. It doesn’t make sense!” They attempt to draw my congregation members to their churches.
I boldly proclaim, “They’re right. We’ll go to Heaven or Hell once we die. But, it is with God’s almighty power that we are able to experience Heaven and Hell while we are still alive.” I, myself, having been ridiculed and taunted by my own immediate family and accused of mysticism, don’t care what they say. Heaven and our Lord is a great mystery. Although our appointed prayer rally has ended, we’ll continue to pray without ceasing. The divine experiences I have encountered and recorded have been condensed for the purposes of this book.
If I had recorded every single experience, the amount of information would be overwhelming for one book. Therefore, I’ll record the other experiences on the next books. The Lord is still continuing His visitations and works after the appointed prayer rally. The Lord intervenes with all of our daily business. Haak Sung and Yoo Kyung have become very wise through their experiences.